The Star Edgar Degas, 1878. To say that I was chubby as a child would be a kind stretch. One of my favorite pastimes was eating. I liked peering inside the refrigerator door a lot more than watching television. To be fair, I really didn't like watching TV as a kid. Not even the cartoons. That … Continue reading Dancing with Commitment.
Sunday Edward Hopper, 1926. I called one of my closest friend a fucking useless cuck (short for cuckold), and not just once, but multiple times within that singular conversation we had a few months ago. I did it out of love. Don't get me wrong, I know me. I throw out profanities way too freely at … Continue reading Love / Dignity & Pride & Respect.
"Things are sweeter when they're lost. I know--because once I wanted something and got it. It was the only thing I ever wanted badly, Dot, and when I got it it turned to dust in my hand." - F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Beautiful and Damned What can I say? I really should start reading more classics … Continue reading Want.
Are you happy with yourself? Let me be a bit more specific. Are you satisfied with who you are, what you are doing, and the directions you are heading with your life (career, relationship, friendship, lifestyle - yes, all of these directions) right now? Are you chasing what you want at the moment, or are you … Continue reading (In)adequacy.
I want everything to be as good as it is possible to be. Hold on, I don't mean everything. I mean, that only happens in an ideal world, and we all know that that's impossible. Before I continue - I kind of understand why my friend said that all of my posts are "dark-themed" and that the "overall … Continue reading Perfectionist.